New years.

What is the point of a new years resolution?
I never stick to mine.
It’s always, lose weight, get a boyfriend, and other dumb things.
I think this time around i will stick with things that I am a little more likely to stick to.

1. Study Japanese for at least 4 hours a week. (next semester in school i have study halls so i will probably be able to use the whole hour and a half study hall to study each day. Until then it’s up to me to study at home)
2. Sew. I want to make or alter/improve/change at least 1 thing a week.
3. Cleandliness. I want to clean my room, and then keep it clean. Once my room is cleaned i need to spend like 15 minutes to tidy it everyday. I need to keep a laundry basket in my room, and i need more than one trashcan. And more storage would be nice but i can manage. . .
4. Buy a Canon EOS Digital Rebel XS. That is the camera I want. and i can afford it in a matter of weeks.
5. be more confident by 2011

ok so thats it.
Happy new year.
Anyone who got to party or at least hang out is lucky.
I am stuck at home, with my mom who is being a bitch to me, my nieces who are 4 and 7, my nephews who are 4 and 1.5months, and my older brother.

Update!

Ok so a few decissions have been made. . .
well two.
First off. . .
The new name for the blog shall be, Work in Progress
Clever right. It makes perfect sence to the new theme but still you will not so easily guess what the theme is.
Next i have decided to make this blog it’s own. Whether or not this blog remains in existance is a whole other decission to be made.

So we can check the name off my to-do list.
Whats left is Banner, and Deciding on at least the first post.
Yup. . . . I’ve got this. . . I think lol
also I need to make that decission on whether or not to delete this blog, and if i keep it what it will be used for.

By the way. . . .

If i don’t update by christmas, Happy Christmas!

Ahhh fail!

no I haven’t actually failed at anything!
except christmas.
I am so hardcore failing at christmas. I need a present for someone that i don’t really know well by . . .today actually. But i failed at that. . .but if i have it to her by tuesday I’m set.
In german club we had a secret santa thing and all i know about his girl is that she likes Cows and Toe socks. . . so i want to make her a Cow hat.
But i can’t find cow print fleace!
but i shall continue to look.
Other than that there is a week til christmas and i still have so much shopping to get done!
Failing so hard core!.

As for the future of this Blog, i have yet to decide on a name.
Once I’ve decided on a name then I will pursue creating a new baner that will better represent the blog.
I had a good idea for the name but i googled it and found some tweens clothing store and another persons blog. I don’t want to seem like a copy cat so i will continue to decide. I still have about 2 weeks so lets hope i can pull this off.

Where have I been?

Well, since there is probably a lack of people who would actually have any concern as to where i’ve been I will keep this short.

The simple truth is that i’ve been very lazy. This week i was on thanksgiving vacation from school.
And i was simply mostly lazy.
I did work. I still hold a job at McDonalds.
But other than that i was lazy. . .
Oh i went for my state ID.
ugghhh the photo is horrible.
The lady had me put my chin so high my face looks short, and my face looks really really wide.

anyway.
I am trying to think about how i’m gonna do this blog.

I’m thinking a name change is in order.
And i’m thinking the whole reason for this things being is gonna be changed also.
I’ve got Ideas.

Anyway. I’m thinking. For my fresh start on this bloggy thing
my new bloggingness will start with the new year.
There are a few reasons for it to start then.
Until then i will probably be working on future posts, not many so as not to overload before then, not to mention christmas coming up.
Theres a lot to do.
Plus, I’m a senior in highschool. I have things i’ve got to do.
Not only do i have to actually do my homework (one of the hardest things for me)
I’ve got college to think about.
A lot of which i’m gonna need to have done by the end of next month.
So difficult
I feel stressed just thinking about it.
I need to get working on that.

anyway.

I will write back soon with a few hints on my new direction with this blog.

UPDATE!

I’ve got a new laptop!
i will be able to get back to blogging!
Expect Gyaru week maybe Next week or the week after!

soon

soon i will have my own computer again which will allow me to blog far more often.
soon.
maybe about 2 weeks. 3 at most.
I need to order a laptop.
I have the money for a cheaper one. .
but I would rather a better one. but it is so tiring to not have a laptop.
I would like one that is 17″ and has very good memory. I think i am gonna end up settling for a 15.6″ and 4gb memory with 350gb hard drive.
Is that good? the memory?
I am not computer pro.
so. . .
soon.
anyway this is what i’m thinking of settling with: http://www.dell.com/us/en/home/notebooks/laptop-inspiron-1545/pd.aspx?refid=laptop-inspiron-1545&s=dhs&cs=19&~ck=mn
the $629 one

one of these would be nice: http://www.dell.com/us/en/home/notebooks/laptop-inspiron-17/pd.aspx?refid=laptop-inspiron-17&s=dhs&cs=19&~ck=mn

laptop shopping is horribly complicated.

Small Update

This is just a small update, I am really still dead.
lol

Ok so Things are going ok, aside from some stuff in my personal life, but whatever.

In graphics class we are designing websites, sweet right. I’m working hard on mine.

other than that. I can text on my cell phone now. It’s exciting.
not really. . .but it’s pretty cool.

and lastly I am gonna try to loose weight.
I don’t particularly care to loose it for summer.
I don’t swim and i’m not a big fan of sun bathing so i don’t need to worry about exposing myself for dumb things like that. I would like to just be thinner though so I am gonna try to loose weight over summer and be skinny-ish by the time school starts back up.

Wish me luck. . . anyone who reads this . . .

Death

death has come to my home computer so . . . as you may have noticed, gyaru week is not yet happening. If we are lucky we will have it. . . next month.

My mom has decided to turn off the internet since our computer wont turn on and she doesn’t want to pay for something we aren’t using.

which makes sence. . .

anyway gyaru week is yet again stalled do to the death of an old computer that we really should have replaced like a year (or 4) ago.

Change of plans!

next week will not be gyaru week because that is when i have a field trip that will totally mess it up.. .
so gyaru week will be the week after.